Past few days

Hi,

I am sitting here at my desk and trying to make heads or tails on this miserable excuse for a thesis. So far I have advanced about as much as an asthmatic ant with some heavy shopping.
I have no idea really why this is so hard. I just can not sit down and do this.
For the past year I have been really struggling in school. I have had my moments, but really I owe a lot to my group mates, Rikki, Mark and Thomas. They carried me through and I will never be able to pay them back.

I am seriously contemplating postponing the essay. Why? Because for one thing I just can not relate to it and second I simply am exhausted mentally. At the same time I feel great personally. Developments the past few days in my personal life have been so great, fast, but great. This paradox inside of me is so strange.
There is a widely used excuse in Iceland for kids, who really do not want to go to school: "I have school boredom". Actually sounds better and with a deeper meaning in Icelandic. Anyway, I guess I caught this disease and quite frankly have had it for some time.

I am going to give the thesis a chance until Monday evening. If I do not feel I can make it I will actively find work and do the thesis alongside work. I know this is a horrible decision, but I sincerely feel I am ramming into the wall of time.
Now as you read this you are probably thinking: "Ah yes, Arnar has given up on this!" But I have not. I am still fighting and this thing is just a way to express what I feel and an outlet. Why have it public? Well, because I have nothing to hide.

Now, I am beginning to sound like a politician in Iceland. Asking the question and answering it at the same time.

Yes, that is all folks. The ramblings of Arnar are to an end today. I will ramble on later.

Take care and remember to feed your urges otherwise the urges feed off you.

Arnar Thor

Sundayshower!!!

 

True!!!

You Are Fozzie Bear

"Wocka! Wocka!" You're the life of the party, and you love making people crack up. If only your routine didn't always bomb! You may find more groans than laughs, but always keep the jokes coming.

The Muppet Personality Test

The Buttefly effect.

Yes, saw this movie just now. Ashton Kutcher does a fine job there. Actually this is the second time I see this movie and well I think it will become a classic.

Anyway, this movie really makes me think. That was it for now. Running on empty.

Arnar Thor

Great weekend

Hi,

Had a really good weekend. Last friday I went to visit my good friend Dorte and helped her hang up couple of mirrors and shelves. Instead I got a really good dinner. We then sat down and finish a bottle of Romanian red, which was really good. We as usual talked about life, universe and everything. I walked home around midnight through the woods and I must admit that it was a little bit scary, but I did make it home.

On saturday I went to this really great party with several Icelanders. It was so great to see new faces and get to know new people. It was fun. There were about 20-30 people there.

Today I spent the day at home fighting this strange flu that seems to follow beer consumption.

Well that is all for now...oh yes through my calculation I have lived for approx. 1 billion seconds (1000 millions)...now there is a thought!!! Comments as always welcomed.

take care,

Arnar Thor